I'm having a great time dating. Its all brand new to me but it really opens me up to new AMAZING things in life. Being treated good is so foreign to me, that I almost feel embarrassed when I am on a date and I react like a sheltered bird.
My grandmas passing has changed me to see who do I keep and who I can walk away from. It taught me to let love in and live each day the best I can.
Its so odd being vulnerable. Knowing you're placing trust into someone else, hoping they don't break your heart. My heart is a fragile little bird, although its been shattered once ( & I am so positive that I wont EVER know that kind of heartbreak again) Its scary knowing that pain can affect me and my heart again.
Did I tell you going with the flow is scary as hell too?
Its HELL! LOL! Having a man PLAN things FOR ME! I guess my control freak in me comes out and I panic.
Anyways, moral of the story, being treated good feels good. Real good.

I'm glad things are going well for. I'm sorry about your grandmother. Enjoy being treated well because you deserve it.
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