I am not perfect & parts of me are still insecure.
I spent years with a man who never showed me any sign of love. At the time I thought it was love, but truthfully, it wasn't.
I quit my steady income job and I am finding myself sitting here thinking, "What now Stef?" I mean I was treated BADLY and I did what my momma always told me, leave anyone or anything that devalues you. I was being devalued and I wasn't gonna sit there and stand for lying & negativity.
I guess what this taught me was I need to BE HAPPY.
I don't know what life has in store for me...NY guy sure is topping the cake and I love every minute of it. It hasn't been all peaches and I appreciate him dealing with me getting insecure about other girls and starting fights just to start them. I guess him staying around truly means that he cares for me. I cant wait until hes in my arms and I get to be held by him.
I just want to be happy...with who ? Whoever is responsible for the smile on my face. Where? I dunno...wherever people make me happy.
I just want to be happy and even though I am stressing this money situation, yet again, I know God does things for me to learn a lesson and will open another door.
I just want to be happy.