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How exciting is this! Obviously My weigh-in posts are gonna come once a month and I will fill Wednesday's with Weight Watchers related topics, so never fear!

It was weird weighing in and knowing I don't have to weigh-in all the time now.

I stayed the same! Which is awesome sauce! YAY! I did have TWO cheat days, in which I totally ate junk galore!

But I'm happy with it.

I decided to not weigh-in until May obviously.

I will probably do my weigh-ins in the beginning of the month!

However, here is a before and after!

Here's a little inspiration for ya!


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Today's the day! Did you owe like I did?

Influenster #Univoxbox : Red Rose REAL TEA Premium Water Enhancer

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I got Red Rose REAL TEA Premium Water Enhancer and I will admit I was really apprehensive to try it. I'm not a fan of water enhancers to begin with. 

But like many, I was curious to see if it really tasted like tea!

Truthfully, it did!

Tasted pretty good. Just like tea!

You can get Red Rose REAL TEA Premium Water Enhancer for $4.49 , at any store!

SATURDAY'S WITH STEF: I Don't Care Anymore

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I haven't slept well. Between looking for a job and matters of the heart, my anxiety has gotten the best of me.

I fall asleep, wake up in a panic, search for jobs, fall back asleep and in the morning it feels like I have a hangover. I am constantly wondering, "Where am I gonna get the money for this...?" , "How am I gonna pay that...?" My heart starts racing and I start to forget breathing. 

I need medical insurance badly too.

Sometimes I get so mad at my ex. If he didn't have an addiction or a jail rap, I'm pretty sure our dreams of having our own place, married with kids would be my reality. 

But it's not.

My reality is FAR from what I thought it would be...and that's okay! I'm happy about who I am and how amazing I turned out to be. 

Just sucks when you apply and apply and apply and no one will hire you. 

Then as far as dating goes...Yeah, I am DONE!

I cant control what God has planned for. I am beyond exhausted from crying, worrying, and truthfully, as long as I know I am TRYING that's all I can do. 

I am in spot now where I just don't give a flying whoot. 

Shit cant get bad...its already bad!

Worrying doesn't make the problem any better....so I don't care.

I also don't care what my body looks like now. 

That's me! 

Loose skin and all.

When I do the deed with a man...that, up there, is WHAT HE GETS!

And if he's expecting a tight, little cute petite body all toned...THAT'S NOT me.

I have jiggle still. 

I am damn proud of it too...

That is all.

End of my "I don't care rant" 


Influenster #Univoxbox : NYC Expert Last Lip Color in Forever Fuchsia

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Got this in my Univox box and I am a sucker for a bright pink! Especially during Spring!

 Expert Last Lip Color is suppose to amplify your lips with a burst of color and last up to 6 hours! Their moisturizing formula glides on easily for a silky, smooth, velvety finish for all day wear.

So like any product I received, I tested it out and it wen ton so smoothly. Unfortunately, it didn't last 6 hours but it did stain my lips lol. Its a cute color if you plan on going out in the day. Re-applying is key though.

These Expert Last Lip Color come in twenty shades and retail for $1.99 at any of your local drug stores or place where they sell cosmetics!