I laid in bed and had a vision. I came home from work on Friday afternoon. Struggled with my keys, while trying to juggle my things and suddenly my daughter opened the door. "Moms home!" Kissed my kids and my husband got up off the couch and kissed me so sweetly. He smelled as if he just had a long day at work himself. I tell him to order pizza, because Friday's mean pizza night in our household.
We sat around the table, talking, laughing.
After dinner I cleaned up and joined my family watching a TV with popcorn.
I laid my myself across my husband, as he brushed the sides of my hair, held me tight and every now and then sneaking a kiss. My kids would look back and without saying anything, know we are in love.
Once the movie was over, we bathed them and got them into bed.
It was US time.
I woke up.
Will that ever be my life? Or is this some imaginary scenery that will never come true.
I just want happiness. I want someone who chooses me all the time, every day, any time. REGARDLESS.
I woke up feeling so sad yet hopeful.
We would have a relationship that's filled with more laughs than tears because God knows I have cried enough.
People will envy our friendship and say, "She married her soul-mate, HOW LUCKY ARE THEY!"
I will right?