I wish I had all the right words to describe what I am feeling lately. I feel beyond blessed to have a job. I thank God every day I wake up, during the day and before I go to bed, for giving me this job.
Yet I worry Still because it's a temp-to-hire job and I am praying to be hired.
I love my job. I couldn't have asked for a better company, coworkers and environment.
To know it can be taken away from me, is scary.
Lots of things scare me.
Not having the stability I crave and desire.
Someday I wanna come home from work and be greeted by my kids and dog. I want my husband to come home and kiss me. To spend Friday nights ordering pizza and catching a movie on Red Box.
I want that love.
I know someday it will all fall into place and I will think about days like this in which I had prayed for it.
I also know God is going to watch over me. He has the steering wheel and I know he is going to take care of me.
For I am his child.
I hope they hire me. I hope I get to stay around this positive environment and continue to help my family.
For I am HIS child.