SATURDAY'S WITH STEF: Having a Day

6:26 PM


Learning to trust my gut is a huge responsibility. I should TRUST it. I mean why else would I even have an instinct. 

I am happy for once. Not sure how long this will last. 

My gut tells me so many things on a daily basis. 

I trust it.

I sometimes feel like I am coming in second best. 

Maybe I am the Plan B. 

There will be prettier girls. Girls with nicer bodies. Girls who will always have it better than me. They seem to have it all. 

I wonder if any girls look at me and think the same.

I got the guy. But is he really mine?

I think about all the times Ryan lied. How he slept next to me, 

I am having a day. 


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