Saturday's with Stef: The Woman I have the Potential to be & A new Job!

12:00 AM



Before I start this post I just want to say:

 GOD IS SOO GOOD! So so, so good!

I also want to say thank you to all those who have stuck with me these past few months. I only managed top have ONE reader not know all the facts and stop reading me. YAY! But you didn't and I thank you. I also thank my family and all my friends who showed me unconditional love and support. 

God is so, so, so good.

 
I had done a VLOG to announce this post, but my wifi is not being a friend to me right now.

I FOUND A JOB!

I haven't started yet but hopefully when my drug-test is cleared I start asap. I have never done a drug test before btw lol. I am clean as a whistle of course but it was a great experience lol.

I am kind of scared and nervous but I know that God will help me and give me strength. He sure will. He has before and he will do it again. But you want to know what this has REALLY showed me. It showed me who were my TRUE friends.

I was down on the ground suffering from anxiety and depression. Many times just wanted someone to be kind because Life wasn't too kind. Many times I just wanted to hear, "Stay hopeful Stef!" and have a shoulder to cry on. Many dropped like flies.

But also, many stepped up.

This is my last year in my twenties and these growing pains have taught me so much about the woman I want to be in my 30's. The woman I have potential to be.

I don't know what life has in store for me. I will work hard because GOD provided this opportunity to me and I will always bounce back.

I thank him for this dark time because I really saw true colors. I saw the people who love me and support me. People who took the time aside to send me messages, texts, calls despite them having a life. 

Those of you who left comments of encouragement and love. 

I appreciate you.

I appreciate God

God is good. So good.

 


5 comments:

Hell Notes For Beauty said...

This is awesome! I've been following you for many years and just love your dedication and resilience! I hope you have a fabulous holiday!

Charlotte Sparkle said...

Great news, fingers crossed for you that you get the job and everything works out well.

Julia Smith said...

When you let God have control, then it will always work out. I am going through some things, and have been for years but I decided a few months ago that I was going to stop trying to force things, and let God give me what he would give me, and I saw things starting to happen soon after. My life is going to have some very hard changes, but God puts you in places to meet certain people for a reason. I am so blessed to finally be able to leave this situation behind and its so close I can taste it! Congrats on the new job girl!

864 said...

Congratulations on the job.

Big Mark 243 said...

I am happy that you have found a job that you are excited about... and hopefully you will go into your next decade with positive energy and momentum..!