I decided that I am abstaining from sex until I get serious with a good man.
This has EVERYTHING to do with bettering myself.
And I really miss MAKING LOVE with a man who thinks the world of me and sees me in his future.
Sex only causes emotions you just don't need and anxiety. NO THANK YOU.
I like who I am and I don't need some jerk to make me unhappy. I don't need an emotion that doesn't mean anything to me. I want meaning. I want a good man who wont leave my side and love me FOR WHO I AM and can care less about my weight and the fact I don't wear makeup.
I can go without sex because it doesn't mean much to me when it comes from just a guy. I have never had a one night stand and I don't plan on being that girl who keeps having sex with a man who is no good for her , like I did with hank moody.
I love myself enough to value myself.
I love who I am and who I am becoming.
And I am on a Sex Strike!
Why? Because its a healthy decision FOR ME!