Sometimes my insecurities are draining to those around me...
Sometimes I walk into the world as if I am a Victoria Secret model.
I have NEVER claimed to FULLY love myself. I am human and have my highs and lows...like ALL humans do.
I often compare myself to other girls. I often have this mental image of the old "Stefanie" in my head and I let the MENTAL part of weight loss gets to me. I understand to those around me, it can be draining.
I know this is something I need to work on and change...and I am in the process of doing so. Its a challenge most days and most days it comes as easy as a summers evening breeze.
I EXPECT my friends to speak up and say, "Stef! Stop that shit!" Pardon my French...my best friend Alicia does when I go to THAT place and it puts me IN my place! Those who aren't my friend, I can understand where its draining. I apologize for that.
But I will NEVER apologize for my journey to get there.
It cant come from some self-help book. It cant come from others. It comes FROM WITHIN ME! Anything you want to get over, anything it starts with YOU!
I'm not perfect.
I have my days. Some days its BAD and some days its not.
I am real.
I am me....
CHEERS TO INSECURITIES!
CHEERS TO FIXING THEM ON YOUR OWN!