No gain. No loss and I am A-O.K with it!
You know what I realized yesterday? That the scale does not DEFINE me. It doesn't make up who Stefanie is. I AM NOT MY WEIGHT.
I will be the first to admit, weighing in every week, facing the music is a tad bit scary. The thought of going back to THIS:
Scares me! Heres what I learned tho...I will NEVER be this woman again. Why? Simply because this woman does not exist anymore. I was very hurt and depressed when I was HER. I was caught up in nothing but sadness and I think sometimes, people still feel the need to "handle with care" because back then I had no back bone. I was a sad woman with NO confidence. Yet some how thought EVERY man was after me.
Me present day....
Yeah its old by a few weeks, but me NOW, I think I am so much more comfortable in my skin where I can honestly say, "Take it or leave it- THIS IS ME!" I am NOT defined by the size of my jeans, or the width of my hips. I am not defined by the stretchmarks I have because I lost weight. I am not find by a number that simple is nothing more than a number.
I AM STEFANIE.
I am witty, smart, beautiful, kind, caring, some days I have more patience than the others, some days I am just like a toddler in my terrible twos, I'm broke as hell, I am funny (I swear I should be a comedian) and I love life!
Theres more but I wont bore you.
I am not upset of this weigh in. I am quiet happy. Proud of myself considering I didn't count points and stuffed my face with food!
So here's to a new week!